sittin at Stacys house

so im tryin to get my life in order.. tryin to get out of debt, move out of the rents house and have a life. my parents think that i can have a life with them but i cant. i cant do anything that i want to cause i have to ask permission or have them asking me where im going and they constantly call no matter where im at or who im with. it is just sufficating sometime.. so im here or i was at stacys house earlier today and we talked like we usually do... i try to keep in contact with my friends as much as i can.. i can be suffucating to them im sure... im the type of person who likes to talk abotu anything.. so when stacy got sick of hearing my b.s. she told me to create a blog so i can just get it all off my mind.. so i did.. anywho ive been sittin in my room thinkin crap over and have come to realize that im happy in my life so far.. yes i want to do alot of stuff and i want to get out of the rents house and yes they do sufficate me but im happy.. i couldnt ask for a better group of friends or family... i want to grow more in my life and do things for me and my son and im slowely on the way to doing those things. im cuttin out the drama thats in my life.. i just cant really stand it anymore.. i try to be honest with everyone, even if its going to hurt their feelings.. i hate to do that and i usually appoligize once i have calmed down but still it does suck to be told that your a whore... just an example... anywho lets see.. wood and i are just friends nothin else... im ready to settle down but i still like to have fun and untill i find someone to settle down with and raise a family i dont see myself not having fun with people... i called today about school... i haev a phone conferince on the 9th at 9am i think ill have to double check.. my job is great... im just content right now with life and i apperciate all my friends that have been there for me and has listent to my b.s. for the past 6 years... this year is going to be different i can just feel it... so if i start gettin back to my oldself give the kick in the butt that i need and remind me what i want to do and give me the advice u want to give cause i do listen it may take me a little bit to put it into use but i will remember and try to us it... thanks for readin...