just dont know....

it Saturday and im at home hangin out with my son... kinda boring but nice. i cant wait to get my own place. the rents are driving me nuts. i got to wait till i get more hours though and get to keep them before i even think about lookin for our own place. men are driving me nuts. i just dont understand them. one minute they want to be with you the next they dont. its crazy. i swear if i meet one more man who wants to be with me one minute and then a day later isnt sure im going to start shooting them all... jk... seriously though im done with men for awhile. i feel like i should just use them like they use us woman.. i just dont know anymore.

Whats happened this year....

I cant remember if i let you all know this already but i started a new job. I found out on the 2nd that i was gettinthe job. I like it. Still going threw orentaion and they are still workin out my schedule but i love it. I go into peoples homes and take care of their sick loved ones. It a good job. Anywho besides that I have been plannin my sons birthday party. It still a month away but birthdays are my think... lol... the whole wood issues are gettin better. we have talked stuff over and are still friends. i have a feeling he is going to end up being one of my best friends. we just click its weird. he is stillworking out issues in his own personal life but i love it when he asked me what i think would be the best thing for him to do and i do the same with him.. Quincys doin a great job in school i just cant stand the district we are in. im thinkin about lookin into moving us up north in the next year.. not to far north maybe pekin or tremont. i want to look into the schools that will be the best to help Quincy with his speech imparment. well thats baout it for now...

last couple of weeks....

SO THE WEEK OF CHRISTMAS WAS KINDA CRAZY.. I WORKED WITH GRANNY AND WE CLEANED 12 HOUSES IN THREE DAYS.. CHRISTMAS WAS AWESOME... WUINCY HAD A GREAT TIME... WOKE ME UP AT 6 IN THE MORNING TO LET ME KNOW THAT SANTA HAD COME TO SEE HIM.... HE LOVED ALL HIS GIFTS... NEW YEARS WAS OK.. I THINK I SHOULD HAVE STAYED HOME THOUGH.... MY FRIEND STACY WATCHED MY SON FOR ME WHICH WAS NICE.... SO ANYWHO ON JANUARY 2ND I FOUND OUT THAT I GOT OFFERED A NEW JOB AND I TOOK IT... ILL BE A CNA AGAIN BUT MAKING MORE MONEY THAN I DO NOW. MY GOAL IS TO SAVE ENOUGHT MONEY TO MOVE OUT OF MY PARENTS HOUSE AND FOR QUINCY AND I TO GET OUR OWN LITTLE PLACE... IM ALSO PLANNING ON GOING BACK TO SCHOOL THIS SUMMER... I THINK THATS ABOUT IT...