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SO I WAS READING ALL MY OLD POSTS... I GUESS I HAVENT UPDATED U ON WHATS GOIN ON WITH WOOD AND I.. SO I WENT TO GIVE HIM HIS BIRTHDAY PRESENT 3 WEEKS AGO THIS FRIDAY AND HE INFORMS ME THAT HE IS "KINDA" SEEING SOMEONE.. O MAN WAS I SHOCKED, PISSED AND HURT.. SO COME TO FIND OUT THAT THIS "KINDA" GIRLFRIEND DUMPED HIS ASS FOR HER EX... LOL.. I GUESS THATS WHAT YOU GET WHEN U THINK SOMEONE BETTER HAS COME ALONG... I TOLD HIM THE OTHER NIGHT THAT HE NEEDED TO LOOK DEEPER WHEN HE IS LOOKIN FOR SOMEONE TO LOVE.. BEAUTY ISNT EVERYTHING... ITS JUST A MASK TO MAKE U THINK PEOPLE ARE NICE.. IF THEY CANT BE OPEN WITH YOU THEN THAT PERSON ISNT WORTH IT.. THATS THE WAY I FIGURE IT... DONT THINK WOOD WILL EVER SEE WHAT COULD HAVE BEEN THERE FOR ME AND HIM BUT THATS HIS OWN FAULT.. I CAN SEE IT SO CLEAR... HE JUST ISNT WILLIN TO GIVE IT A CHANCE.. HE TOLD ME THERE ISNT ANY THRILL THERE.. PLEASE IF U CAN SLEEP WITH SOMEONE THERE IS SOMETHING THERE... ANYWHO I WISH HIM ALL THE LUCK.. HE HAS THERE ARE SOME POSSABLITIES HE IS LOOKING INTO... I TOLD HI I WOULDNT BE HERE FOREVER AND I DONT PLAN ON WAITIN... OUR FRIENDSHIP IS GOOD AND THATS ALL THAT MATTERS... IF HE ISNT COMFORTABLE BEING AROUND ME CAUSE HE CANT TRUST HIMSELF THEN WHATS THAT TELL HIM... ON IM DONE BLABBING.... PEACE!!!